sometimes people ask me (1)

Sometimes people ask me;
1. "When do you have a social media account as much as you made before?"
~ I made Friendster account 2007 and I started to make FB account since 2008 
( if I'm not mistaken..)
~ Since that year I also began know about SKYPE and Yahoo Messenger too
and then there appeared many applications such as Google-Twitter-Tumblr-Path-Instagram etc
2. "Why do you make a lot of applications like that?"
~ Because I want to know what kind of applications that are on social media
3. "What benefit do you get from the many applications that you made?
~ Because by making a lot of applications so I can get to know the character of the people who live in the cyber world

pretend

after successfully making a person does not love me anymore,
the next step i wanna do is when I became a person who does not have anything

then if there are still people who would be a true friend?
I believe because of that then people will look down on me  

and when that time comes then I'll know who the person is really loves me with a sincere heart!

Never lie

Never lie to the person you love...
It's not worth it and they don't deserve it...

i'm not the only one

I don't want to say that I was the perfect woman.
but I just wanted to say that: "i know that i am not the only one"
and in the marriage can happen like this ........

never called me

when I decided to release him from my heart
I know that I don't want to communicate with him anymore.
although I hope he will send a message to me or he'll call me,
but he never called me and sent a message too.
I finally knew that he was not the type of man as I want.
although it's hard but I realized that I should be much stronger than what I faced!

 

A Little Bit Stronger

one day one of my friends send this link to me,
she said: "I've seen this video and it could change my heart become stronger  

and i don't want to wait and hope anymore

so if i could do like that then you should too!"
and when I saw the video,
I told her : "yach .. it 's true ..it's works for me too...."

*thank you so much,my friend...

like i'm gonna lose you

in fact, to be honest in this heart,
I want to say: "I don't want to lose you,
I love you with all my heart"
but since a few years
my situation has changed
and also makes me have to let you go,