i'm not the only one

I don't want to say that I was the perfect woman.
but I just wanted to say that: "i know that i am not the only one"
and in the marriage can happen like this ........

never called me

when I decided to release him from my heart
I know that I don't want to communicate with him anymore.
although I hope he will send a message to me or he'll call me,
but he never called me and sent a message too.
I finally knew that he was not the type of man as I want.
although it's hard but I realized that I should be much stronger than what I faced!

 

A Little Bit Stronger

one day one of my friends send this link to me,
she said: "I've seen this video and it could change my heart become stronger  

and i don't want to wait and hope anymore

so if i could do like that then you should too!"
and when I saw the video,
I told her : "yach .. it 's true ..it's works for me too...."

*thank you so much,my friend...

like i'm gonna lose you

in fact, to be honest in this heart,
I want to say: "I don't want to lose you,
I love you with all my heart"
but since a few years
my situation has changed
and also makes me have to let you go,

locked away

I love the lyrics of this song, 
easy listening for people like me. 
especially in the reff:
"please tell me honestly, would you still love me the same ..."
 
reminds me a lot of  someone,
especially when I have to eliminate my bad sight to him!

 

so romantic

my fav song now is "Marvin Gaye" by Marvin Gaye feat Meghan Train
so romantic scene i think,
sometimes i wonder if i can sing with my loved one 
and i can hug him so tight 
and kiss him so passion,
same as this music video
*uffghhh...

Worth It

 when i heard this song,i remember the people who makes me worth it,
*my kids.....
they always support when i was in difficult situation
thank God that i have my kids............ 

i remember

i remember when it was your birthday,
and I sent "happy birthday " message to you.
but when my birthday and you didn't send any message to me,
finally know that you've been out of my life!
* I never expect someone to do the same....

Whatsapp

yesterday I saw you online in whatsapp,
and it seemed I wanted to send you "hello"

but my heart said "don't do it"

*because i've been out of your life!

Mars

Move on? 

Yes...

So i decided to go to the Planet Mars

*bye Earth

Tying my hair

 maybe because the weather is too hot,  
now I prefer tying my hair back in a braid, like this

*looks free and fresh...i guess...