back to normal

day by day my body is getting better,

and my health is back to normal.

it's really good to be a healthy person

*thank God for Your blessings,amen

we're different

do you know that me and you are different,

from our story  to our logic!
so i know why we can't be together..................   
*then why we have to keep our wish to meet?

 

to get me

when I realized that I was not going to pursue the expectations on someone  
 (who does not want to try to get my love)
I will try to be my own self and live with my children.
if he wanted to come and be a part of my life 
then he should come, not me!

*the point is " he has to make an effort to get me!"

  

become zero

for what we maintain our relationship if we have no love anymore?

 (when you say that you will get married and have a family and children)

you ever said to me:"I have a plan,
i want to married with someone 
and have a family and kids"

You also told me: "You're married and I accepted it,
so you accept it or not with my plan?"

 

i can't answer your question at that time,because
 I do not know what to say ...
I just replied with a written message to your phone,
"I'll answer that when we meet in the real world later!

 

 and after that i decided to not communicate with you again

it mean : " no more value "
so should I keep this relationship?

i only pray to GOD about my heart and my feeling  
*to become zero... 

 

why you're still in my mind?

sometimes i don't want to think about you,

and i try now to forget you,
and keep being busy day by day

but why you're still in my mind,baby?

 please,GOD...

make his face go away from mine....

to get my balloon

step 1;

there are many things to be done by me,
but patient and remain silent,,,, it should be!

than I have to scream and there was no point,
better keep silent.

*especially if I complain.....

  step 2
when I fell and was sick, no one wants to help,
so all I did by myself ........

*I'm used to do it all by myself,

step 3

I was taught not to be complaining,
so wait for opportunity is the best time I want right now! 

step 4

to get my balloon!